- I don't have cable at home but since I'm on vacation we have cable and ALL I've been watching are bridal reality shows like... Say Yes to the Dress, I Found the Gown, My Fair Wedding, Bridezilla, blah blah blah... oh and the Kardashians. So addicting! Good thing I don't have cable at home!!
September 3, 2012
-
A Quick Update from the Islands!!
- Speaking of which, Won to the Choe said that I don't need to apply for the show Bridezilla, they'll accept me because I've been Bridezilla for the last three years -____-- Kim Kardashian is so self centered, I don't like her anymore. I never watched the show before so I liked her because I thought she was so pretty but after watching the show.. Blah.- Won to the Choe called and asked what I was doing today. When I said we were going to hike at the Road to Hana (we're in Maui), he asked, "...so what are YOU going to do?" LOL!!! FOr his information I walked in two small circles at the bottom. Then I got tired so I took a nap in the car. But I've been "swimming" everyday. At least I've been getting SOME exercise! Improvement!- Church in Hawaii is so uplifting! Even my anti-church cousins had a good time during the celebration! Church really should feel like a celebration of faith with good song and dancing. And the priest should give good logical homilies EVERY Sunday. Why isn't church like this at home?
- We went snorkeling on a turtle watching boat tour. I tried to keep up with my olympic swimmer cousin and ended up getting stranded out far from the boat. I had to get saved by the boat captain on his surf board. Lame -____-- I have a new Ipad AND a new Iphone waiting for me at home when I come home from vacation. Yaaaay!!
Okay I gotta go now! Very limited internet time and laptop battery dying! Goodnight all!
August 22, 2012
-
Wedding Entry #1
It's been a what.. whole 3 weeks since I got proposed to. And the excitement from my friends have been an explosion of wonderful emotions. I sometimes feel others are more happy and enthusiastic than we are! Lol! I'm loving all of it. All 500 people who liked, commented, texted, emailed, called me. My friends who I have not seen in years have suddenly started taking me out to lunch and it seems no one gets tired of hearing the details even though I try hard to not talk about it because I want to know what's going on in their lives! I'm actually pretty interested in what everyone is doing for a living and all the amazing med, law, and grad school they are going to start next month.
Anyhow, xanga is wonderful in that people CHOOSE to read it so I can talk about me all I want!These past few weeks have been so much wedding planning already. Hahahah can you believe it?! I've chosen my super secret gang of bridesmaids and they have been taking me wedding dress shopping and flower shopping. Dalia's are going to be my wedding flowers seeing as they are so cute and in season this time of year, next year. We've even started planning out our day's time-line...AND WE DON'T EVEN HAVE A FREAKING DAY SET YET!That's kind of what happens when all your friends work in the wedding industry.The surprising thing is that the dresses and designers that we've been looking at have all been much less than what I would have thought. So I've decided I will have TWO wedding dresses! We started out at the cheaper places first and our appointments at the more expensive designers will be in the next few weeks. So maybe next time I write xanga I won't be so damn happy anymore and can only afford half a wedding dress. BUT Won Choe said that he doesn't want me to buy something I like because it's affordable, that if I LOVE something and it's more than I was expecting to spend that is okay! He will suffer a little extra for me to have something I LOVE!Which brings me to another point in which my oldest brother gave me a super long lecture about how I am so lucky to have a guy like Won that is willing to suffer and sacrifice his own wants just to give me what I want. And that because I am in such a position, that I should think more for Won and give up what I want so Won can have at least something too every once in a while.Oh and I've been consciously eating much healthier and (thinking about) exercising because I want to lose weight and be a skinny bitch for my wedding. It must be working because my engagement ring keeps sliding off my fingers that I have to wear it on my middle finger. Must resize!I think I want a baby soon after our wedding. Okay that is all. Good night!!
August 7, 2012
-
Where to Even Begin?!?
WTF... my boyfriend.. ahem.. fiance (will post on this) is so effin' awesome to me I don't even know where to begin. And I don't write xanga enough to keep you all up to date. So commence of my SUPER long and super vomit worthy because it's so sweet post.
Btw, fiance is like a magic word. I call him that and he'll do ANYTHING I ask. *scratch head* Not that he didn't before. Hahahahaha I must have been a saint in my past life to have a guy like this in my current life time.Last weekend I had a Saturday wedding in Monterey and then a Sunday wedding in Napa. They're like 4 hours away from each other so I asked Wonton (then boyfriend) to drive me, even though he lives in Seattle. After my Monterey wedding we went to Monterey Fisherman's Wharf and spent the day enjoying some beautiful weather!
I like yobo (still boyfriend) because he lets me order for both me AND him. So I can eat all my favorite foods! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE seafood!
So happy to eat a whole crab! Obviously just posing with a fork because everyone knows you eat crab with your bare hands!Sorry, don't know how to flip photo. Anyways... candy apple to end the day in Monterey.Then we drove for 5 hours because of traffic to get to Napa. I slept for 4 hours in the backseat of the car. Why yobo decided he still loves me at this point is a mystery to me!
After my Napa wedding we had lunch in Yountville and got tricked into eating at the stupid Bouchon bakery that charged us $15 extra to substitute some stupid nasty trouffle fries that I did not even eat because I did not like. But if I knew they were going to charge me $15 EXTRA to SUBSTITUTE, I would have shove those damn things down my throat. Lol Won says I am strangely really cheap about really weird things.It ended up being a 3 hour drive back home from Napa because of the traffic. Did I sleep in the back seat again. Oh yes. Then I woke up all pissed off because why was it taking so long to get home and Won was all cool beans about it even though he was the one doing all the driving while his girlfriend drooled in her sleep in the backseat.Then not even a week later my mom went on a week and a half long vacation and I am too pansy to stay home alone so I flew to Seattle where I was super pampered by Won's mom. Then halfway through the week, Won flew back to San Francisco with me. I LOVE flying with him! It's rare that we get to do it because we live in different states to begin with. But it's such a treat when we do! I don't have to carry anything and because his space is shared space, I get extra space on the airplane. Hehe.In San Francisco we went to the After Dark event at the science museum, Exploratorium.My boyfriend/future husband only ask that I cook him home-cooked meals as much as possible. What's easier than "cooking" hot pot?! HahahaAll joking aside.. cooking is A LOT of work. I kept calling my mom during her vacation to ask her a million questions. Lol. The pictured above is one of my more successful meals. The other meal included tricking my friends into a "dinner party" in which they had to do all the cooking. Then once I did not buy any of the right ingredients to make salmon so I just made shit up and instead of a honey glazed salmon I had salmon swimming in a sugary brown water. Lol. But Won still ate it all up! <3At the end of the week of us pretending we live together for reals yobo took me on a little weekend getaway to cure me of a depression I was going through a few months back.
He booked us a private suite on the Ritz Carlton Half Moon Bay property. Everyone kept joking that this would be the proposal because the vacation he booked was soooooo gahdamn expensive for all the special treatment. It was supposed to be a surprise but I somehow found out about it so he had to spill all the beans.Dinner time! Okay so I did a little more snooping and I guessed that Won really was going to propose. But then he got really careful and so there were no more trails to follow and I didn't want to expect it and then be all butt hurt about it. So I decided I would just enjoy this special treat as a nice romantic getaway, which of course will be just one of many (you hear that?!) But he kept insisting I should get my hair done. And he took me dress shopping, he normally would never take me shopping. And he waited patiently while I did my nails and my makeup, never once rushing me (like he normally does). All so suspicious!Chips and salsa appetizers. Classy! Haha I kid, it was some special tuna tar tar overnighted from Hawaii or something.This little leaf is called Hearts on Fire. To you know, get the romance going.Virgin drinks. Oh btw, our whole meal including drinks were specially customized to our taste by the restaurant chef. I felt like such a bitch telling him to change the menu 3 times. It was like, no I don't want to eat heirloom tomatoes, no I don't want to eat pasta, no I don't want to eat this and that and drink this and that and blah blah blah. Won did all the email exchanging the weeks prior. I'm sure he did not make me sound like a bitch. Hahahaha
At this point dinner was like over 2 hours long because it was a tasting menu and I was pretty damn tired. And Won would NOT stop checking his work emails on his blackberry. And my lashes were too heavy and my contacts were dry and my dress was too tight. And I was getting so damn irritable. I yelled at Won that if he checked his BB ONE MORE DAMN TIME. But he said it was really important because it was a last surprise for me. So I got super suspicious and was SURE someone was going to march in with a parade and he would get down on one knee.
But alas, the restaurant staff started packing up the table and chairsand even Won was getting tired and so I was like.. damnit!Won trying to keep my spirits up and beg me to stay awake for one more surprise. I said no. Pack up the rest of the desserts because we are going home.We escorted back to our suite and OMFG!!!Won walks me down the aisle into our little patio. I hear giggling and I realize my cousins/best friends are hiding behind some furniture filming us!!Tada!!!! Lol I could tell Won (still boyfriend) was soooo nervous. He stepped on candles. He mumbled so fast and when he got on his knee, he jumped up as soon as I said yes. The ring box was upside down. He tried to put it on my right hand. Then he fumbled so much I had to put the ring on myself. In our 3 years together I've never ONCE seen him at all fazed by ANYTHING except that night. Hahahaha. Oh wells, who cares!?!?! It was soooo effin sweet!Apparently he had been planning this for months. And he drafted my cousins into this scheme. He even made her go check out the property to make sure it was nice enough. They ordered all the supplies. He told the front desk about them so they could be let into our room to decorate while we were at dinner. And now it's all on video for us to watch forever!!Here are some shots of what was around our room.
They were all in cahoots about it together. My cousins did SUCH a good job keeping it away from me, even when I was telling them about the trip they acted like I was telling them for the first time even though they were planning it behind my back all along! HahahahaAfterwards enjoying some smores, he said he was soooo emotionally drained. LOL!!! Poor guy (who is now my fiance!)The next day we head out to my hair appointment, stopping for some classy breakfast on the way.
All back to black! So boring! But at least healthy looking. I started getting color and highlights about 6 months back. Then a month ago I got a digital perm and my hair was FRIED. I thought it looked okay but I just could not deal with the tangling. Won tried to comb my hair for me after a shower and it took him over an hour to detangle! I decided to color it black and chop off the dead ends. Major hair therapy. I did all this while Won went and got my car fixed! Princess treat for life!For dinner we took my cousins out to Espestus, a nice Brazilian style steakhouse as a thank you for making our proposal so magical!Meat on a sword anyone? 13 different kinds of meats!
July 19, 2012
-
Thank you Father
I have been so blessed with really wonderful men in my life. As you all know my boyfriend is just fantastic. My brothers, as much as will never admit it, I am impressed every single day by how great they are in their professional careers and I think how lucky my sister in laws are for having such loving husbands. All my male bosses have been really encouraging and looked out for me. My male cousins and uncles are all loving to their families and men I can really turn to in time of need whether it be for emotional or financial support. I really do believe that having good loving men in your life really builds your sense of self worth.
But my relationship with my dad has always been such a conflict for me. Toward the last few years of his life we were on such bad terms, not even talking. And all I could think about were his mistakes along the way. I could remember every time he betrayed me or called me a name or how he was so disapproving of my choices. To be honest, I felt extremely blank after his passing. I didn't know how to feel because prior to his passing I felt so much anger towards him. I did not have a light bulb moment and forgave him and realized how much I loved him all along. And then there was my mom who said I could not be mad at my father because he lived through war and death and that I should not blame him for his anger because that is not who he really is. The war and his health changed him horribly. I was so confused with a mixture of pity, anger, and guilt for him.Time is amazing in that it does heal wounds and age makes you so much more wise. I finally am starting to understand that my dad was human and that human makes human mistakes. I am starting to remember all the times my dad was kind and approving and supporting. I used to cry when I had these flash backs like even the good times were painful. And now I feel at peace, I know my dad was human he had both good and bad qualities.My favorite story from my mom about my dad is when we were still back in Vietnam and my family was relatively poor. And how my mom envied the life of her richer friends whose husband owned nice "vespa" motor bikes and would dress their wives nice every evening and go out to socialize for business. Yet, all those wives envied my mom because she had such a loving husband. Everyday my dad would ride his bicycle into the village home from work and no matter how tired he was or how much cargo he had on his bicycle, when we saw my brothers and I at the entrance of the village he would light up. My brothers and I would scream and laugh for my father. And he would swoop us ALL up into his arms and pedal all of us home, laughing and screaming the whole way. When the other husbands rode home on their vespas and saw their kids on the street they would stop and yell at their kids to go back home and then continue on their way.After dinner my dad would do all the dishes and the laundry and the cleaning, which was highly unusual for men to help out in the home. He would pack dinner portions for me in a little bowl and send my mom and and my brothers and I out to our cousins and friends house to go play. My mom would spoon feed me along the way. And every night the dogs would lead the way and when people heard our dogs they would say, "here comes that mom and her kids!" My mom would say how my aunts never got to the leave the house and their housework of cooking and cleaning and laundry was never ending. So it was so nice that my mom got to take us out every night to play.I'm starting to sort out all my emotions and memories of my dad. Little by little. I've always wanted to chronicle all the good times with him. My favorite thing to do is look back on all our old pictures. One with my dad and a little girl (myself) holding hands at the entrance to my preschool. My dad with my backpack in one arm and my little jacket hanging over his shoulder. His other hand, holding mine as I smile shyly when our preschool teacher took the picture.
July 15, 2012
-
My Blog My Brag
As much as I like the finer things in life (but not a gold digger) I am generally very private about the blessings. I don't want to brag to strangers (tacky) and I try not to gush to my friends because I don't want them to feel jealous or bad or annoyed at what a talker I am. But this here is my blog so I can brag as much as I want. And if you get jealous or annoyed then it's your own fault because you voluntarily came here. Ha!
I have the best boyfriend in the world! I wonder everyday why he is sooo blindly in love with me. He is soooo indulgent in me and I don't ever return the favor but he doesn't even care. It seems his happiness rests in my happiness. He doesn't have a lot to begin with but he literally gives me everything he's got. That's not to say I rob the man blind, he just chooses to allocate all his resources to me.Like, he has ONE FINAL chance to go to Vegas with his boys (without me!) before he starts grad school + work for the next 3 years. It was his one last big hoopla. But instead because I was bitching about my episode of mini depression, he booked a FREAKING ROMANTIC and EXTRAVAGANT weekend get away for us. I've seriously have not heard of a more extravagant plan before. I work in the wedding industry, I hear tons of expensive and elaborate stories but nothing comes close to what yobo has planned for me. We will be going away to a fancy resort and be staying in an exclusive resort within the resort. Eating a special dinner meant for a whole room of people but yobo booked it out so it will only be us. When I first found out that we were going to go away for the weekend but did not know the details, we got into a huge fight because he wouldn't tell me where we were going. Then I felt really shitty when I found all this out. Then I was like... "did you get some other girl pregnant?! Why are you being so nice?!?!?"Yobo flies in for the weekend when I have to go to work far away just so he can drive me. And he always has to go find a Starbucks to sit in and wait for me. How did I get such a nice man?? The he always takes me out to eat later and lets me sleep on the long drive home. My mom sometimes ask, "do you even make enough to pay for his trip here?" Lol. Yes. But he never asks me to pay it. He just wants to be the for me to help me.He looks like a meat head but he is the type to remember something I casually mentioned like 10 years ago and then surprise me with it. Like the time I mentioned this guy at a restaurant had a really cool smoking cocktail shrimp appetizer and how my steak looked so boring after that. So like 2 years later on a date, yobo arranged for the restaurant to put my dessert in dry ice so my ice cream smoked like crazy making everyone in the restaurant super excited for me. Or the time we went on vacation and everyone else stayed at a lower level but he arranged for us to stay in the highest level possible. I can't even remember the time I told him I hate staying in the lower levels but somehow he remembered and made it happen. He always does things like that.What else? He let me take his favorite sweater even though he only has literally a hand full of clothes. His whole wardrobe can fit in one carry-on. And I have enough clothes to clothes a small village of teenage girls. Why I took his sweater in the first place? I do not know. And now I lost his sweater.I don't know what else. He is just wonderful and I am lucky to have him. But for some crazy reason he feels lucky to have me. <3 <3 <3
June 30, 2012
-
Am I Insecure?
I read so many comments about how jealousy is a sign of insecurity. I don't think I am insecure but maybe I am. What do you think?
- Jealously. Am I jealous with my boyfriend? I mean, no he is not allowed to go eat or out with any girls that I do not know. If it's girls I've met then I couldn't care less. But if it's a friend from out of the wood works that I have never met then no he cannot. Does it mean I am insecure? I am controlling, yes. But I don't know about insecure. It's not like if he cheated on me with some girl I will feel I am less worthy than her. I will think he is an ass. And I deserve better than an ass for a husband meaning I think I highly of myself, which is what an insecure person will not think.
So why don't I let him go out with other girls? I guess I want to control her impression of me by ingraining my looks and personality into her so when she hangs out with him she can not help but think of me and how freaking wonderful I am. But if she has never met me she will think I am a loser and she can steal him away. Which of course is not true. I also HATE it when people who do not know me talk about me. I cannot freaking stand it when his gal friends makes comments about how demanding or picky or high maintenance I am. Because if they REALLY knew me as any of my friends do (Christina, Jenny, other xanga people who have met me you have to vouch for me) they would know that yes I am demanding and picky and high maintenance but I am EXTREMELY generous. And I am not demanding and picky and high maintenance TO my friends but I am that way FOR my friends.
- Plastic Surgery. If Won Choe were not in my way about it I would get a smaller nose job and some bigger eyelids and some fuller boobs and I don't know what else. Does that make me insecure? No. Because it's not like I think I NEED plastic surgery, I just want it to improve myself and we know only people who truly loves themselves wants to improve themselves. In fact, I want some plastic surgery for EVERYONE. Trust me, very very very very very few people can go without some nipping and tucking. I want to improve everyone. Doesn't mean I feel ugly about myself to begin with. Sure I'm no smoking 10 but I ain't no Quasimodo either (on a good day). But at least I'm okay with posting pictures of myself online without fear of someone calling me ugly. Except one time this guy said I almost look like a girl, meaning he was saying I am a lady boy. It was so easy, I just deleted his comment!
- Education. For a long time I was really self conscious about this because my dad ingrained it in me. But now I couldn't care less. Everyone (okay not everyone just my nice friends) wants my artist life and I want their ivy league college big four corporate life. But that is just life, a little bit inside of us always wonders what if... I still go to school. One class a semester. So I'll get my degree someday and I absolutely love the classes I do take! See? Not insecure. I learned the people who judge me and make comments about my lack of degree (old asian folks who are friends of my parents) are really insecure about their own kids. And it's the ONE thing they can claim is so great about their lame-o kids (okay fine sorry you guys are not lame-os -___- )
- Body Hair. OMG this one is so weird and Won Choe is going to kill me for even mentioning it. Everyone always talk about how great a head of hair I have. Well, news flash if you have a great head of hair, you have hair.. all over your effin little body too. The really mean kids in elementary school called me werewolf -____- WTF. I started whole body waxing when I was 11. That is 13 years of my life I spent pouring hot wax on myself and ripping the hairs out. But the older I've gotten, the less I care about it. See? Less insecure. Now I only do it when Won yells at me to. Hahahaaha. But now I get free laser hair removal treatments and I don't even jump at the opportunity to do it. I'm like.. ugh... so lazy to make appointment.
Maybe by writing this post about how insecure I am NOT is really showing how insecure I am. I mean, secure people would never have to explain themselves right? RIGHT?!!? Hahahahahaha oh well.
June 27, 2012
-
Midnight Madness
For some time back I started to really hate my life. I was on my way to the top of my worlds in family, love, career, etc... but I had this horrible sinking feeling in my stomach. I was not happy. I wanted out. I did not want to do makeup anymore, I did not want to work at a salon anymore, I did not want to do weddings anymore, I did not want to get married anymore, I did not want to take care of myself. I wanted to say PEACE THE FUCK OUT. But I am a committed person and it would take death (literally) for me to bail out on all my contracted clients and relationships and job and family functions.
And so I let myself feel shitty and barely kept up with everything for like 2 weeks.
Then I worked on things to make it better. I talked through our future plans with my boyfriend. I am more in love with him than ever before. I talked through my books with my salon owners. I made time to answer my emails. I took an inspirational trip to the International Makeup Tradeshow. I let myself be vain and shop for nice clothes. I love the new additions to my closet (as much as I dread laundry day).
And even though I am still swimming in everything. Once again, I do not feel the stress. I do not have a sinking feeling in my stomach. I am happy again. I feel victorious and determined all at the same time. Once again, I want to conquer.
How are your lives?
I should add my room is a COMPLETE mess right now. I have 3 open suitcases that I never unpacked but somehow still wear clothes out of them. Not to mention piles and piles and piles of clothes that I try on but dont end up wearing in the morning. Then hidden piles of dirty clothes. And just random hair & makeup stuff all over the place. Plus snack wrappers and electrical cords. Even my mom is like.. I can't come in here anymore. Okay. Goal # 1 is to CLEAN MY ROOM. That should help with any anxiety issues!
June 18, 2012
-
Birthday Celebration Photos! Mine and cousin :)
My 24th Birthday!!
My favorite thing to do. Eat Oytsers! Thank goodness there was a cancellation and I was able to reserve 2 tables at the oyster farm, the morning of! The place was PAAAACKED. *whew* Lucky meee!
With my favorite lady in the world. Mama Pham!
Taking a break on our little walk with some friends. No, there was no room for me on the log. I'm sitting on air
With all my loved ones that were able to make the 1.5 hour drive to celebrate with me. Yobo looking super disconnected and weird. He's not good about taking pictures. I should teach him my trick on six sensing a camera and looking damn near as perfect as you can ALL the time!Then my mini celebration at home! My brother and his wife made a yummy shabu buffet for me. Then the other pair bought me some super weird asian cake. Lol. Love <3
It's 23 + 1 = 24 ! We're ghetto like that. This set of numbered candles was from when my oldest brother (5 years older) turned 23! hahahaha wtf. We're going to use them again when I turn 32!
Mom and I! And Yobo and I! Looking madd homely.
My family. We're in our 20s and we still fights. Lol. Why!!!? cuz they are boogers!My birthday was back 2 month ago! Last night we celebrate my cousin/best friend's birthday! I love going out with them! The last time I got to go out was... freaking before Thanksgiving! ughhh!! Need to get back out there and enjoy being a 24 year old!
The SUPER GORGEOUS birthday girl!! And such a sweetheart too. As we all know, that's a rare combo.
Before all the drinks so everyone is still super stiff and not very nice.
A few drinks later and everyone is so much more friendly!
A little sweaty from the dancing and the crowd but that's okay! The night air felt so nice for once.Abrupt ending to my super shallow picture post that has no substance. Bye!
June 7, 2012
-
Pictures and Life
I work 7 days a week now. Pro: I'm high in demand with clients. Con: I have no time for my family or to just relax. Pro: I truly enjoy my work and feel very happy while working. Con: I am addicted to work. Pro: Im saving a little more than normal. Con: for the little extra I'm making, I'd rather not make that money and have my free time. Pro: But because I'm working so much and with so many people, I am learning invaluable tools and secrets for my future. Con: When is this future ever going to come. It feels like FOREVERS. Pro: I know when I get there I'll be super prepared and confident and have very little chance of failure. It may not be the fast track but it's a strong foundation.
Last week I went on vacation to Seattle for yobo's birthday. It was an awesome 3 days. Instead of the usual fancy dinners and nice outfits, I stayed in bed all 3 days. It was blissful
I surprised yobo with some mini cakes and cupcakes. I brought it all the way from San Francisco then LIED and told him they were just leftovers cuz he asked why I was holding a box of food. What I don't get is why he took me out to eat even though if I had left overs because that would have meant I had just eaten AND that I still had food. Lol. This guy! Anyhow, then I had to hide it in the fridge and tell his mom what it is so she can help keep him away from it. After dinner we had to come up with a plan to distract him at the table while I got up to set it up. Like my rainbow candles? It was the only one I could find at the cake store in San Francisco
Everyone kept saying I look so tired and I should go to sleep early. I didn't even help with the dishes. It was the damn lashes okay!?! I put them on so thick everyone thinks Im sleepy! That and eyelid tape which I guess makes my eyes look heavy. Oh well. I still like them. And the day yobo lets me have plastic surgery that is what I'll be getting so ha! Sleepy Van for life it is.
And my boobs look bigger than normal because I am getting fat. I haven't weighed this much in years. When I'm busy, I don't have time to be pretty and eat healthy okay? Gaaah. Even yobo, who has never said anything negative about me before, said I'm losing my curves and becoming a straight blob. I wanted to kick him but lucky him we're long distance. Anyhow, it's hard! Because I want to snack all the time to keep my energy going. And I have been having lots of cravings to satisfy lately, more than usual. My mother mentioned that pregnant people get lots of cravings too. No mother I am not -_____- so awkward.. shesssh.
The next day I don't remember what we did but yobo was getting cabin fever from staying home all day so I let him take me out for some Ben and Jerrys. My current favorite flavor of ice cream is anything with cherries in it. Just in case someone wants to buy me some ice cream, even though I have Cherry Garcia in my freezer at the moment. Resisting urge to eat some now. Must stay skinny.
I've been craving for Korean BBQ buffet for months! But I never eat it in San Francisco because I'm too little to eat buffet and I might as well shred my money. But when I'm with yobo's family they eat more than enough to cover me and then a small village in Vietnam so I eat guilt free! I'm wearing an ugly sweater because yobo's family is conservative and I can't show my shoulders at the dinner table. Trust me, underneath is a very cute outfit. You'll just have to believe me.
I always force them to take so many family photos. They act like they don't like it but I'm sure they do
And unless you want to see pictures of me in bed all sprawled out with my mouth hanging open and drooling then there are no more pictures because that is what I did all week in Seattle.
And now I'm back in San Francisco and working 7 days a week again. And that is all
Oh by the way, I am loving xanga. It's so alive. I have been introduced to so many new pages and so I have new subscriptions to read. Hopefully I can keep up with my posts!
May 30, 2012
-
Midnight Madness
WTF. It's like 3:30AM. And Im awake obviously. I need to be awake in 3 hours and pack up my life in one suitcase so I can go on vacation. Tonight I'm not that sleepy... I'm just reeling in all the great things going on in my life
That and I've been soooo addicted to xanga lately. I've never been up this late before. What to do... what to write about...
Random Facts episode # 54754964095-4025 cuz I'm SURE I've written Random Facts post before
1. I'm allergic to alcohol. Cheap date, I know
2. I'm also hyper sensitive to caffeine. Lame-o, I know -______- You can unfriend me now. Lol!
I get anxiety attack from drinking even milk tea *cries* it's so yummy!3. I ALSO can't have any aspirin or acitamenophobin (!!?!? aka Tylenol) because I'm the rare cases that has the side effects of stomach bleeding. WTF. Those warning labels tell the truth.
4. I'll NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER voluntarily take drugs because I cannot stand the thought of things being out of proportion or having distorted perception, which is what I am going to assume happens when you take drugs as I'll never really know.
A reoccurring nightmare I had as a child was I was trapped in a room because whenever I reached for a door knob, it would suddenly be too big for me to grab. Then I would wish it small and it would shrink too small for me to grab. Then when the door knob was the right size, the bed would suddenly be too big for me to even step off of. LOL.
And I had a REALLY REALLY REALLY bad case of vertigo once and I never want to experience anything like that ever again. I'll even avoid elevators so I don't get that feeling of standing still but moving *shudders*5. Anything labeled "drowsy" makes me nauseous. Vicodine makes me REALLY nauseous. Sitting in the back of a car makes me nauseous. Heck even long elevator rides makes me nauseous.
Yobo says it's because I'm so little -____-
Anything anyone would like to know about me? Maybe I'll answer or maybe not because I am terrible at getting back to people on xanga. *sigh*
Archives
- February 2014 (1)
- January 2014 (4)
- December 2013 (2)
- November 2013 (6)
- September 2013 (4)
- August 2013 (2)
- July 2013 (4)
- June 2013 (5)
- May 2013 (4)
- April 2013 (7)


























Recent Comments