March 23, 2013

• Lucky??

  Van: You are in a happier mood than me.
  Won: Cause I gotta cheer you up.
  Van: Are you REALLY in a good mood? Or are you just pretending for me? Because sometimes I pretend for you.
  Won: I know you just pretend for me sometimes.

  
  

  Hahahahahha. So sweet and sad!
  

   

  Won and I have been running into SOOOO many bumps in the road lately. Not with each other, but with our families, our jobs, our everything!! But at the same time I can’t believe how freaking lucky we are for each other. I was exactly at the right place at the right time to save Won. And he the same for me. So he’s been calling me his lucky charm! 

  
  

  The funny thing is all my life I’ve always thought I was really an unlucky charm. I mean, I’ve always been a fortunate person myself but anyone I’ve ever been close to has always faced some sort of bad luck while I’m around. I think back tp the people I dated and they lost their jobs, or didn’t get the internships they wanted, or failed out of school, or something really bad. Then those freaking people’s luck super turned around after I left them. And they got better jobs, better internships, graduated school, etc… 

  
  

  When Won and I first started dating, he freaking got laid off. I NEVER told him this but the whole time I was thinking.. “oh fuck, it’s my fault AGAIN!” Then on top of that, he STAYED unemployed for months!  I was like.. “shit shit shit this is all my fault. I bet if we broke up he will get a good job again.” 

  
  

  But we’re still together. I guess we’ll just be unlucky together forever. 

  
  

  Hahahahahahah Won doesn’t know this about me. So maybe that is why he is still with me. Hahahahah

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