January 5, 2013

• Happy New Years

  These past few days have been really strange. Not bad enough for me to say they were bad days. But not great.

  I came home from slaving away at work and host dinner for friends. My body ached but I was happy to be in good company and even better food. Then we suit up and head to Embarcadero to watch the fireworks. I don’t remember so many ghetto people before. Or nerdy people who feel the need to act ghetto. Then we get on the bus and WTF… I probably take the bus once a year and now I remember why I should never take the bus for as long as I can.This man who looked normal was falling asleep on me and only when he got off the bus did I realize HE was the one who made the whole bus smell like piss even though everyone kept blaming the bums. Then we got followed home by a drunk guy looking for trouble. Good thing Won was there. 

  Not going to lie. As scary as it was and as much as I prayed the stalker did not have a weapon, it was sexy seeing Won gear up for a fight. He should take off his  jewelry and clothes and throw them on the floor in anger more often. Hahahaha!

  The aura at the salon has been really strange too. So I’ve been spending my lunch outside of the salon to refresh myself from the screaming clients from hell (first time ever in the history of this salon) and the lack of clients. I guess it always slow after the holidays but I don’t remember it being THIS slow since.. ever. 

  The New Year has gotten off to such a strange start. 

  The good news is I keep falling in love with Won more and more every time I see him. I have no doubt he is willing to do anything for me, including risking his own safety and well being. That and he spoils me like crazy even if it means he has to wake up early to drive me to work, then go meet me for lunch, then pick me up from work. He carries everything. And I’ll never have to worry about being warm at night because his body heat is all I’ll need. And it’s not like this is new, he has ALWAYS done these things for me and then some. For whatever reason now I actually notice and appreciate it. I guess because a small part of me fears the thought of us being together FOREVER. But the more time I spend with him, the more I am convinced that this is going to be the best thing EVER. And  that he loves me more and more as I love him more and more. 

  Because it’s winter break, I’ve been dragging him around to all my little get together with my old friends that come back into the city during break. And everyone has the same thing to say to me, that we’re made for each other. And it’s so obvious that we’re so in love. And we entertain each other and everyone around us. Everyone approves of Won being perfect for me, always taking care of me. And everyone is so happy for us, beyond happy than they are for any of their other friends. 

  My mom gave me a long lecture about how I should not take advantage of Won. And how I should not make him do everything because it makes him look bad. And it shows that I do not respect him. I was shocked because for the first time ever, my mom spoke out FOR Won and not against him. In the past she always lectured me about how I should not fall head over heels and how I should reserve myself and keep in control and etc.. but now she’s telling me I am being too mean to him! Lol. 

  Something to understand about us is that it’s not I get my way because Won is a pushover. I get my way because Won lets me because he wants me to be happy. I feel so blessed he is so in love with me. 

  And I don’t know what else to write. 

  Abrupt end. Bye.

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