March 16, 2012
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More Negativity
1. I hate paying for bottle service at the club. It's so expensive and I don't even drink. But I guess it's worth it because we get our own space. I only party with girls so we usually get put at a table that's already been paid for. But when I have to pay for bottle myself because it's my party, I always get buyers remorse. Like for like $700 I could have bought soooooooooooo much more. Like designer shoes, or like 10 new outfits from Forever21, or a vacation to SoCal, or, or, or, or.. you get the point.
2. For the most part I get along with everyone. But there are people who I think are spawned from the devil himself. That no matter in what light or angle I look at them, I cannot overlook what a bad person they are. I know no one is perfect, but I'm talking about people that I cannot find any redeeming qualities. These people I simply avoid in my life. What bothers me.. is the people who ARE in their lives. People who are perfectly good people who I like. And I wonder.. do they not see how terrible the other person is? Do they not care? Are they secretly bad people too? Because I can't see how someone would stand the said terrible person in the first place.
3. My time of the month REALLY throws me in a funk. Last week I was sooo excited and beaming at all the big and exciting opportunities coming up and brainstorming for more. This week I feel soooo freaking behind and dreading all the shit I have to do. Why did I sign up for much!?
Hope I feel better next week
Comments (4)
eya u be better soon
Wow. You still use xanga
ooh how do you get put at tables that have already been paid? do the promoters just place you at those tables?
yikes $700 is a lot =( I don't think I can pay that much and not feel really guilty. You pick and choose your friends so pick the right ones. What kind of bad are you talking about like they have nothing going on for themselves? I hope you feel better! :]