February 10, 2006

• day by day my entries get brawdy. I should write more often cuz when I
  dont write for days and save it up in huge entry, the entry sucks cuz
  theres just too much information for anyone to process. Even myself and
  I wrote it!

  So today was the Lunar New Years assembly at school. I LOVE assemblies.
  lol.I think Lowell has the best assmeblies.. as compared to well, I
  wouldnt noe, I’ve only been to Lowell assemblies. hahaha. I like
  today’s assembly a lot though. My fav was the chopstick dancing girl,
  the whole performance was just freakin adorable. I have never seen such
  cute dancing or smile.. and that compliment coming from me… about
  another person who is my age means A LOT. Yoo see, when yer the small
  and puppy cute type yourself, you tend to not to think that way about
  other people unless they REALLY are cute. Thats the same reason why you
  dont see models lieing to ugly people that they are “hella pretty” or
  “hella hawt” the way regular people do. hahahaha. Anyhow!!! Yea, and I
  rememeber her performance from last year , that was awesome too. I
  guess really like cultural dances and costumes that are out of the
  ordinary so yea. Amazing dancer, I remember after watching her last
  year, I wanted to befriend her. hahahahahah. Yea, I’m a dork like that.
  I go around wishing to befriend amazing people.

  The martial arts club was cool, I especially like the sparring between
  the two little guys. Their fight was such much more intense and just
  well, funnier than the rest. The little one moonwalked his way into our
  hearts. I know. And its gets even cuter.. the two little guys went home
  together. I saw them getting picked up together after school. While
  they were waiting for their rides, they continously kept sliding down
  the hand rails of the stairs in front of the school like little kids.
  It’s just one of those scenerios that make me happy.

  Oh you know what was REALLY funny though… So Im sitting there
  watching these two lil guys kinda deciding if I should throw them a
  “hey” and make some new friends. But then this girl awkwardly go up to
  the little guy and kinda fidget and giggle as she gives him the thumbs
  up and mumbles, “your moonwalk was cool, yeaa…..” in a REALLY awkward
  kind of way like she was scared to say what she was saying or she
  didn’t really mean it. The kid.. ignores her.. and turns to yell to his
  friend, “see!? I told you people would recognize me in this shirt!”
  (cuz he was wearing the performance shirt.) LoL. It fuckin helerious
  that the kid, instead of talking to the girl, turns and talks to his
  friend about what the girl told him as if she had just dissappeared.
  Little boys are fuckin helerious… anyhow.. She shuffles away
  awkwardly. So after watching her… I decide to just sit and watch them
  in silence instead. Not cuz Im scared the kids are gonna ignore me
  too.. but I dunno mayn.. her lack of confidence just kinda made me sad
  for her.

  The fan dancing Chinese club was pretty cool. It had typical written
  all over it but the girls did a good job. This one girl had the whole
  Chinese actress look going for her which I thought was really
  appropriate. lol. The other performances were really good too. I just
  wasn’t too big a fan of the whole Mr. Yang Hong Kong pop star
  singing… made me a lil embarassed for him. I hate that. I hate how I
  get embarassed for people cuz they don’t even realize how much the
  audience is laughing at them. Well.. its these people who surprise you
  the most so Im not gonna be one to hate.

  Another thing is that some of the performers just lack.. “it.” I can
  tell they are sooo nervous on stage and just want to get off. Like as
  soon as they finish…. the girl started waving to the backstage stage
  crew to come get her instrument off.. she was acting real antsy.. I
  thought that was funny, but not in a good way. That kind of behavior
  annoys me, I mean.. yer in the public eye, be graceful about it. Well,
  what I really liked about her was although she was like a wreck before
  and after her performance.. the performance it self was sooo passionate
  and enticing. She just lost herself on that beautiful instrument and
  forgot that there were almost  thousands of eyes on her. I really
  liked that. That’s what performing should be about yannoe.

  I guess my other um.. “question, comments, or critisism” (Mr. Ritter)
  for the whole show was some of them lack to look like stage performers.
  It strikes me off that people who get up on stage don’t well… wear
  make up or fix their hair so that it looks nicer than normal. Guess
  they are my motivation to become a make up artist or hair stylist or
  fashion designer. I want to give high school students an affordable
  extra boost in their.. star quality. Sometimes I just want to open a
  beauty salon and give crazy discounts to high shcool students who have
  good grades.. It would be like my promotion.. every A on their report
  card is $3 of my store credit (kinda like Unlimited 2). Of course 
  I would keep track of the kids who come and all so I dont get played
  but still.. I would love to do that. hahahahaha. Talk about your high
  school dream huh. I surprise myself how stupid I get sometimes. Aren’t
  yoo glad I’m sharing it with you then?

  Oh, and how can I forget!!! The lion dancers…. WOW! just wow. how do
  I even say it.. the jumps and the tricks and the just.. wow. I REALLY
  like that dance. And… hahahahaha, mayn this is so embarassing.. One
  of the guys.. he was a senior when I was freshman.. And I always had
  like a lil silly crush on him cuz I thought he looked like one of my
  Vietnamese celebrity crushes, and I RARELY have those. But yea.. wow…
  3 years. Hehe. I guess I havent changed much from my freshman year.

  Well, there goes my highlights for today. So much for short entries huh. hehe.

  © VaN PhaM

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